Anthia purchased a Ginger Ale at the service
station, the fridge blasted her with cold air as she retrieved the chilled can,
she opened it with urgency, her, thirst overtook her, she took three large
gulps, it satisfied her dry mouth and replenished her constitution. She got
back in the car, Gloria was in the driving seat, they would drive four hours
away from Seattle. Anthia had wanted to go to Deep Cove in Vancouver, to see
her cousin Betty, who had lived there for a little over 8 months. It was a
strange wooded cottage, they had been renovating it. Betty was a dance teacher
from LA. She had decided to move closer to her father’s family so that she
could have children and also continue teaching dance locally. She was 32,
and had retired from performing. Gloria
had welcomed a change in scenery, she asked Anthia if she had ever taken dance
lessons. Anthia responded that she did not enjoy being a vision or spectacle to
gaze upon, her cousin however was different, Betty had seen it as a way of
striving for physical and mental perfection, Anthia was
more athletic in ways sports that were typically male oriented.
In a nearby town, Burnaby, Vancouver, Glenn inhaled the foul night air, the corpses
had been reduced to mouldy dust and water laden sacks of flesh, about to
explode, falling apart upon touching, the bodies with his shovel, becoming part
of the soil. He dug around the grave, the dirt had been absorbed into the
remains, rich with micro-organism’s. The stretches laid there, they needed
plastic to collect the decomposing flesh up and deliver them to the local
morgue, they had not been there too long, possibly only six weeks and whilst
they had changed, each needed an autopsy, they hadn’t all been women, they
quite possibly had been a small family. When more evidence became available,
the story mulled over in Glenn’s mind, the DNA and coronary report had been
completed, in his office in the police station in Downtown Vancouver, he saw
her, a picture of the dead adult woman and members of her small family had been
identified, in the photo, she was a plain woman who worked at night. She was
now a dead woman, poor family, all dead now, her family, brutally murdered by
an intruder, they did not know the identification of the murderer. He asked a
question about the victim’s sexual activity and someone yelled at Glenn and
told him very sternly to have some respect, it was a woman detective in his
office she sounded really offended, he knew his thinking was part of the
problem, he had tried not to judge the victim on her sexuality. He knew it shouldn’t
matter, she was dead. He thought to himself that he would try do his job
better. When Glenn left his office, there was a commotion outside, the story
released to the media, the culprit was unclear. She had been a dancer at night.
Anthia and Gloria had heard the news about the
murders on the radio in the car, they found it unnerving and just so happened
to be travelling in that direction. Gloria reflected on the tragedy she spoke
about how you could never be sure how the world worked, even supposedly sane
men of good standing in the world, could sometimes commit violence to groups of
people and that crimes like these were sometimes impersonal and executed
methodically, for political and religious reasons. She said “My father and his
friends would meet in a quiet room, I wondered what they would talk about, they
would drink and talk sometimes at the bowls club. It was some kind of
discussion on war game and religion. The things he told me, he was disturbingly
extreme, he would warn me against the “vanities of the world”, he was Roman
Catholic and would often say that fame and the life of socialites were
preoccupations were for piglets, “poor piglets” he would exclaim and that they
just did what their hearts content, never thinking just indulging, creating
mess wherever they went. He believed that hard work cured a lot of ailments in
a person’s life and constitution, he also believed that the family was
important as everyone outside this was dispensable, people were equal, but less
protected without their families, immunity was an illusion, your personal integrity
and a belief in god was the only thing that could save you. He was Catholic,
Anthia said she was too, just in a different way. Her cousin Betty was
different, she wasn’t allowed to see Betty growing up, because Betty’s father,
was the strange brother of his dead wife he was morally liberal and possibly
repugnant, Anthias father possessed a twinge of envy, that almost sobered
Betty’s father at times. Gloria asked Anthia if she had felt trapped as a
child, she exclaimed that she always had to some degree, and that she admire
her cousin for dancing even though she was thoroughly unacceptable to my
father, she can never win in my father’s eyes, to me she wins every day, because
she has freedom, well she has to a certain extent.” Gloria, was yet to meet
Betty, but she liked
her a lot a lot from the sounds of her
even though she might be considered as a bit of a controversy to Anthias
father.
Gloria and Anthia arrived and enjoyed their
time in Deep Cove, they stayed there with Betty and her husband for two days, it was
August,
the weather was mild
and warm, they
lived in amongst the forests of Douglas fir and Western Red Cedar, the dappled
sunlight would shine through the branches of the trees and through to the
clearing where their small home was located, their block was across the road
from a lake. Betty had treated Anthia and Gloria as though they were home and
mostly there was talk of self-sustainable living and maybe buying a sustainable
farm, perhaps they could all buy a property, where all of them could live.
Back
home and something unexpectedly tragic had happened, it was only
four months later on a chilly October morning, when Gloria
tells her husband, Alfred,
a psychiatrist,
that she feels sick,
defiantly, she
is aware her mental health has been declining since Anthia was unexpectedly struck by a car and died.
She
finds it difficult process how quick this has been. Gloria
woke up in the living room, after falling asleep to the television, she was feeling dazed,
she went to the bathroom and looked in the mirror to find that she looked like
a beast, her eyes
looked strange and she looked like she had come straight from hell,
she was not believing
her eyes, how come this was happening and the mystery of it all was that she knew
the
same things had happened to Anthia,
in fact Anthia had told Gloria before she died that she had a mild case of
psychosis and that because of her religion, she saw herself and others as a
beast sometimes, she has a problem with “worldliness” and “materialism”, she
also told Gloria that she was upset about it because she was aware that
extremism might breed an
intention to kill her, or anyone else who could see they looked like beasts,
she had been concerned about the story behind the murders they had heard on the
radio, since then there had been a few more. I missed her, she was a bit of a free spirit
besides her paranoia, it was only 2 months ago that she died, Anthia
at 44 was still so young, she wondered whether her husband had come across such
a psychosis before she was left with an awareness of an undercurrent to events that
had not been there
before. Gloria had become paranoid about
murder and wasn’t sure she would recover, her world view had been tainted to the
backdrop to the television and radio, telling about the causalities, random or
not, she had been effected.